Ok I finally finished my homework... I really didn't think it was possible to write a speech, type a paper, and read so much in one night! But thankfully it's all done and ready for tomorrow... So I was surfing the web and did this online devotional last night... and it was about sometimes you shouldn't ask God what to do because sometimes you aren't meant to do anything at all but to just lay back and let God handle it.... ( because He is just amazing like that )... So last night I prayed that God just send me a sign that I'm going in the right direction and He did!
I had this dream that I woke up and it my best friend informed me that it was my wedding day... I have no boyfriend and do not even have anyone in mind to marry so I was a little confused... but to make a long story short I show up at the church and there he is... this stranger who is tall with dark hair that was gelled (lol)... I immediately started to cry because I didn't think it was real (which it wasn't because it was a dream)... but I told this guy that he didn't even know me... and he said "It's ok God sent me for you" and I asked him if he promised to love me forever and he said "Yes God wants us together forever and I will love you forever just like God does." WOW! I have never had a dream like that... but it really calmed me a little... now I'm on the look out for a tall guy with dark hair haha ;)
- Stella-B
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Monday, January 21, 2008
Newbie
Ok so I'm a newbie at this whole blog thing but it'll be ok... so as I mentioned in my about me I'm a college student... I just took a semester off so this was my first week back... right now I'm feeling a little overwhelmed by trying to balance going to school full time and working... I know it can and WILL be done... I just need to do some adjusting... I can't wait to be done with school and move on from this looonnng chapter in my life.... There is so much more I want to do then be the student in the classroom... I'm very excited to teach children...
My birthday is coming up and I have already let everyone know that all I want to do is eat! haha and go see 27 Dresses! I cannot believe I'm going to be 21! I feel so old! lol (not really) It seems that the question I keep getting is: "Are you going to drink?!" and the answer is NO! I do not have the desire to drink and that will never happen... I def. stand firm about that.
Mom and I talked about the need to find a new home church... that's still a tough sub. around the house because Mom still loves our 'old' church... I just feel that it's not the same there... I want to hear the Lord's message... not the preacher's message... and I feel like that's what it's preached there... that's a problem for me... but I have faith that God will lead us where we need to be... I just love my God so much... It's indescribable...
Well it is well past my bed time but I will write again soon =)
Remember to pray... He listens <3
-Stella
My birthday is coming up and I have already let everyone know that all I want to do is eat! haha and go see 27 Dresses! I cannot believe I'm going to be 21! I feel so old! lol (not really) It seems that the question I keep getting is: "Are you going to drink?!" and the answer is NO! I do not have the desire to drink and that will never happen... I def. stand firm about that.
Mom and I talked about the need to find a new home church... that's still a tough sub. around the house because Mom still loves our 'old' church... I just feel that it's not the same there... I want to hear the Lord's message... not the preacher's message... and I feel like that's what it's preached there... that's a problem for me... but I have faith that God will lead us where we need to be... I just love my God so much... It's indescribable...
Well it is well past my bed time but I will write again soon =)
Remember to pray... He listens <3
-Stella
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